urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves carfreak carfreak 2007-10-10T17:15:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:17424 2007-10-10T17:15:06Z 2007-10-10T17:15:06Z <font size="1" face="Verdana"><font face="Verdana"> I shouldn't love you but I want to<br /> I just can't turn away<br /> I shouldn't see you but I can't move<br /> I can't look away<br /> <br /> I shouldn't love you but I want to<br /> I just can't turn away<br /> I shouldn't see you but I can't move<br /> I can't look away<br /> <br /> And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not<br /> 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop<br /> <br /> <br /> Just so you know<br /> This feeling's taking control of me<br /> And I can't help it<br /> I won't sit around, I can't let him win now<br /> Thought you should know<br /> I've tried my best to let go of you<br /> But I don't want to<br /> I just gotta say it all<br /> Before I go<br /> Just so you know<br /> <br /> It's getting hard to be around you<br /> There's so much I can't say<br /> Do you want me to hide the feelings<br /> And look the other way<br /> <br /> And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not<br /> 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop<br /> <br /> </font></font><font size="1" face="Verdana"><font face="Verdana"> Just so you know<br /> This feeling's taking control of me<br /> And I can't help it<br /> I won't sit around, I can't let him win now<br /> Thought you should know<br /> I've tried my best to let go of you<br /> But I don't want to<br /> I just gotta say it all<br /> Before I go<br /> Just so you know</font></font><font size="1" face="Verdana"><font face="Verdana"><br /> <br /> This emptiness is killing me<br /> And I'm wondering why I've waited so long<br /> Looking back I realize<br /> It was always there just never spoken<br /> I'm waiting here...been waiting here<br /> <br /> </font></font><font size="1" face="Verdana"><font face="Verdana"> Just so you know<br /> This feeling's taking control of me<br /> And I can't help it<br /> I won't sit around, I can't let him win now<br /> Thought you should know<br /> I've tried my best to let go of you<br /> But I don't want to<br /> I just gotta say it all<br /> Before I go<br /> Just so you know</font></font><font size="1" face="Verdana"><font face="Verdana"><br /> </font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:16117 2007-07-03T12:52:53Z 2007-07-03T12:52:53Z im back to post, haven't had time to post lately... <br /><br />we are into the 7th mth!so happy!hahas<br /><br />saturday... won't say more but im very very happy camel!thx for making my day! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:15703 2007-06-24T13:54:36Z 2007-06-24T13:54:36Z This holiday was fun, emo, shitty, filled with love...<br /><br />the past 4 days, spent with kerlene, it was so fun, each day always ended with me smiling, im really happy that u made an effort to be with me, spend time with me. i really love u! if i had made u sad or anything im sorry...<br /><br />Really, thank you for everything camel!<br /><br /><font color="#ff6600" size="5">GIRAFFE &lt;3 CAMEL!!!</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:15545 2007-06-20T12:29:20Z 2007-06-20T12:29:20Z <p>"this holiday has been boring and mundane. it seems like everyday..."<br /><br />u mean this holiday was nothing to you?watever has happened equals to nothing, nothing at all???</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:15304 2007-06-17T11:33:03Z 2007-06-17T11:33:03Z im just being fucking selfish... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:14401 2007-06-12T12:44:31Z 2007-06-12T12:44:31Z <p dir="ltr" style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px" align="center">Don't you know that i miss you so much.&nbsp;<br />My heart yearns for you everytime i think of you.&nbsp;<br />Whole week has been&nbsp;stressing for me,&nbsp;<br />i could only think that i could see you soon,&nbsp;<br />cos you take away all the harshness of life,&nbsp;<br />only you can make me happy.&nbsp;<br />It's the thought of you that makes me want to go on,&nbsp;<br />persevere, but as something else comes, haizz...</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:13214 2007-05-20T12:47:10Z 2007-05-20T12:47:10Z im an idiot... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:11771 2007-04-24T08:53:29Z 2007-04-24T08:53:29Z <p>so long never post like so freakin busy very must study...prelims next week=cannot see her... nth much just makin noise...</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:10576 2007-04-08T06:09:02Z 2007-04-08T06:09:26Z okays, i've just decided to blog hahas... <br /><br />hmm, so long never blog but i can only rmb past events since wed only, haizz.but nvm on a happier note, its EASTER!!! <br /><br />wed, went for sch den cca den trouble started, den went to church for baptism rehearsal, i spent the time not listening but gossiping with the gals, HAHAs n i found out about so much things lor, but pls dun ask me cos i got them all mixed up, hahas. <br /><br />thurs... had the holy hour, was ok almost fell asleep, rciy visiting of church, sat with francis cos she din wna sit with me... so i din eat anything for tat day cept for the miserable piece of bread. din relli sleep tat night... <br /><br />friday, woke up n went for mass or service or watever u call it with kerlene, bernice, cheri, priscilla, mei yin n i saw debras family, her mum gave me the "SMILING" face, i bet she must be thinking y is shaun with so many gals... okays, den kerlene disappeared after mass n it turned out her aunt was also at mass so she went home with them. so i hopped down to ps with cheri, pris n nicole den had long john, arcade n&nbsp;abit of shopping. at like 4 plus, i went to bishan to meet kerlene n bernice den i saw them in their confirmation dresses, hahas kerlene was so BEAUTIFUL HAHAS. den they changed back to normal clothes n i sent kerlene home. at night, i chatted on the phone with kerlene from 8 to 12 plus, like so funny lor got so much random stuff n we were like dam high cos she was very excited about baptism the next day.&nbsp; <br /><br />hmm, sat...&nbsp;woke up late, went to church just to see kerlene leave, had bfast with the ppl, left to change at home, thomson plaza wiwith marcus&nbsp;bot balloons for dajies n veralene, hahas. like the balloons??? bot flowers n a card for her wrote some things hmm, den was baptism, saw old pri frens like dexter n aaron. dam wierd lor paula pulled me out to intro to her gang&nbsp;and she was like yours truly, shaun quek, den i din know wat to say so i just said hi... den i spent the whole night taking photos n running ard church. took lots of photos, den kerlenes mum stared at me, den had supper with the same gang, den cabbed home with marcus, debra n jude. talked to kerlene on the phone for awhile den she went to sleep. i tried very hard to sleep but i couldnt so i just stoned in bed till 7am den i fell asleep.&nbsp; <br /><br />i was very happy but whenever i see some sad faces, i cannot help but stop smiling... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:10493 2007-04-02T14:33:26Z 2007-04-02T14:33:26Z <font size="2">Loneliness is always looking for a friend<br />It found me once and it has been around since then<br />Loneliness is never waiting by the door<br />It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored<br />Why, why was I chosen?<br />Why am I left without?</font><br /><font size="2">Loneliness knows everything I keep inside<br />My endless thought in the silence of the night<br />Loneliness is the one who made me see<br />Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me<br /></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:9983 2007-04-01T14:02:35Z 2007-04-01T14:02:35Z i know im being jealous for nth, but i dunno y...haizz.&nbsp;<br /><br />theres only 1 thing which u need to know, i will always love u and no1 else but u.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shaunloves:9385 2007-03-29T13:56:16Z 2007-03-29T13:56:16Z <em><font color="#ff0000" size="7">i just watched after hours, its like dam funny man haha!</font></em>